This life as a Christian woman of God growing up,
in Morehead City, North Carolina. I wanted to share with
everyone my disability. I am born with learning disability. And
along with that I had some trauma events that took place, since
the age 5-adult age. In addition, I have anxiety, depression,
stress, phobias, social anxiety, and pigment problems.
I thank God I am here. And I would have this spiritual
connection from God. To the point I would have vision, dreams
and even here whispers from God. I am still learning, yet am
hobble a lot when I ask God to guide me and show me what it is
he wanted me to do. I never give up, even when I am frustrated,
or angry of my emotions. As you all heard the saying "He has all
control". At one time, I would wish and wanted to be normal and
live normal. But I am coming to a higher sincerity, if you will
of his plan for me. Even with my mental and physical limits and
boundaries. My senses and spirit is open to what humanity can
not hear what I hear. Like angels singing. Here God's spirit
speaks words of poetic words to my heart and soul.
I have posted a poem that I written after my mother had told me
happen to me before I was born. Apparently, back in that day
they wouldn't let the husband come in for the delivery. But she
was getting some sleep before delivering me. And lady comes in
and tries to murder her in her sleep with a pillow. She
struggled, until she calls on Jesus to give her strength. And
that's when, all the force with her spirit pushes back. At this
time my mom, was trying to catch her breath. When the doctor and
nurse come in, and ask this lady who she was. And she wouldn't
answer and they had report her, but couldn't find her. Despite
it she had rough time, delivering me. I was depriving of oxygen
far to long. They didn't think I would live. And my mother was
so tired and vomiting. But by the grace of God she and I were
ok. Praise his Name!! Since she told me this, I know the God had
reason for me to be here even more than ever. From this, I
prayed, and God use me. Then soon enough I written this poem I
like share.
I survived from being born murder, before my birth,
And He spares me,
I survived molestation,
And he comfort my spirit
I survived rape,
And he strengthens me.
I survived verbal abuse by mankind,
And he was my voice.
I survived physical pain,
And he healed me from the inside out.
I am surviving despite my learning disability,
And he reminds me, I am in his image.
I am surviving with stress and depression,
And in his arms, I am at peace.
I am surviving this environment,
And he held me near his bosom.
I survived the disadvantages,
And he meant for me to be a TESTIMONY.
Written by Feon Davis
Copyrighted © 2007 All Rights Reversed.
Psalm 119:105
NOTE: This is
my true life experience Miss Davis has been through. And she
prays, this only make one not grant what God has given them and
be more compassionate toward others with difficulties in
learning, understand mentally.
experience of Poetry writing, and progressed with creative writing, and other crafts applying her poems. Consquently, to this she has some computer knowledge, web design, and some graphic . For major of her life she has been blessed to be a "Prayer Poem Writer of God.
